I need to vent somewhere, and if I take it out on Jeff, it's going to be really ugly. Lets just say that yesterday was a complete disaster all the way through the day. We didn't head out to breakfast until 10:00 am and choosing a place was a stupid fight because I hate one place, and every other good hole in the wall place here in Lakeland gets over-crowded by that time. So, we went to the place I hate and he loves. No big deal. It still caused issues. Then, he had the nerve to try talking to me about making a business plan for my next interview so that it will help set me apart from the other interviewers.. really?! A business plan?! Because last time I checked, his BROTHER WROTE HIS BUSINESS PLAN FOR HIM! I couldn't throw that up in his face though. I know he meant well with the other things he was telling me, but it was just more proof how much he doesn't know me.
Then, last night we had tickets to Mardis Gras and VIP tickets to Goo Goo Dolls there. The whole "event" for the night started at like 5:30. Well, going into this we knew it was impossible because Jeff's parents were at the ball park until 6:00. Well, they didn't meet us just after 6:00 at their house, they met us at like 7:10. We were waiting for a good hour, which caused more tension between us. So, we're on our way to Orlando .. the concert starts at 8:30 so we would most likely just make it. We started arguing about over if we should go and why it's not worth it. I had to throw up in his face that he always makes us leave early at ANY event we go to, so why would we do almost two hours of driving in one night to stay for maybe an hour?? He ended up turning around (we were maybe 7-10 minutes away from Lakeland) and we went to Winghouse since the Duke/NC game was on. What a great place to go to not be able to talk. No joke we maybe said 10-15 words to eachother in the hour and 1/2 + that we were there. We've barely talked since and he hasn't responded to my one text from last night or the one I sent this morning. I'm over not feeling like I'm worth it or worth fighting for and I have no plans of seeing him any time soon.
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