I'm in such a better place than days, weeks, and months prior. Things will come and happen as they should and I need to step back more. Of course I'm still going to get frustrated but I need to focus on everything else around me. Four months from today.. from the moment I'm writing this, I will be married to Jeff. It's so surreal. I never thought I would be this completely lucky, this completely happy, this complete and this much in love. I can, but also can't wait to live with him! I obviously have never done the "right" thing so living together has been a long time coming. I mean, my God.. by this summer we'll have been together for three years. I can't believe THAT. They have FLOWN by. We have had such great times together, made the most amazing memories, and we're only just getting started. There's something kind of weird though.. like, I feel like we still don't fully know eachother.. which, we don't.. because we haven't lived together. I know that will change everything, but I honestly am so excited and I think it will be such a good changed for us. I feel like these next few months are going to take f o r e v e r to go by. .but, I'm such once May arrives, I will be amazing at how fast it all went by. I'm just ready to start this next, wonderful chapter of my life. I'm going to be selfish and say that I 100% deserve it all. This is the life I've wanted. This is the relationship I've always dreamed of. The marriage I've always wanted. I have a job that I love and am overly content with, and cannot wait to continue to climb the ladder where I'm at. I'm so close, so so close to finishing my Bachelor's degree. We're building a dream house. I couldn't be luckier. I couldn't be more blessed.
Life IS good. God IS good.
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