Go to hell.

You really are a piece of shit and a waste of space. You don't deserve the title of daddy or father. I cringe at the thought of my sweet baby boy calling you that. You are not a father to Logan. You don't set positive examples. You don't teach him anything. You don't make any time. You don't go above and beyond or out of your way. You don't even know who he really is. The only thing you DO know how to make is excuse, after excuse, after excuse. You're also pretty good at scolding Logan for no good reason.. when you actually do make time to include him in your schedule. How did I end up with such a person? How did Logan end up with such a person for a father? Out of the five year mistake of a relationship that I was in with you, Logan is the only positive. The only thing that ever filled my heart and soul with love. The only person that loved me unconditionally. And unfortunately, he is the only reason you are still in my life. I hate myself for not stepping away when I should have. It was so obvious how little you gave a shit about me when I was pregnant with our son. I was stupid enough to have hope. Hope for what? That you wouldn't have cheated on me. twice. Hope that you would have appreciated the things I would do for you, even if it was just every now and then. Hope that I would have a normal life. Fuck all of that. You don't deserve the title of a man either. A man would have said it was over with and why rather than hide so much behind his fiance's back. A man would have stepped up and been there for his pregnant, future wife. A man would have chosen to step away from his pregnant fiance as well if it wasn't working. A man would not have gone through with getting married and treat a woman like a fool. A man would not treat me or any woman like you did. I have always been taught that what goes around comes around. I don't always see that occur with people, but I've seen enough where I still have my beliefs. You have yet to "get yours" but I still stand by what I once told you.. I hope I find a man that I can spend the rest of my life with, and a man that Logan will call 'daddy' - you though are too much of a moron to realize that Logan would call someone else 'daddy' because you're not there for him. It's only naturally bound to happen.