I haven't gone anywhere yet. .I just stink at this whole blogging thing. I could write all of my thoughts daily, I just don't ever take the time to do so. I have so much running through my head on a daily basis, things that I don't want to even put on here. No one knows that I'm even blogging but I just don't want a lot of my thoughts in stone. I'd end up going back and deleting a lot of it. I'm not exactly still walking on sunshine. I'm definitely not in the dark place I was years ago but every day is a work in progress and every day is a stepping stone.
Other than having Logan, I still feel so alone, every day. I feel like I'm settling again and I don't want to. I want someone that wants me in their life. That will call just to say hello. That is spontaneous. That doesn't treat me as a convenience.
I'm done. I can't do this right now. Maybe continue in 6 months? Less hopefully.
