Lazy

I really hope someone can please explain why I'm inherintly so stinkin' lazy. When I'm at work I think of a laundry list of things I need to do when I get home and about one gets done each day. I don't know what it is about walking through my front door but it's almost instantaneous that the lazy, I'll do it tomorrow mind-set settles in. I don't know why! I have not been like this since.. highschool? I don't know if it has to partially do with the fact that no one is going to complain about dishes sitting in the sink or laundry that needs to get done. I don't have to answer to anyone but myself and if I don't feel like doing something, I obviously don't do it. I really need to get rid of the I don't give a shit attitude though and do get shit done around here. I guess for so many years I felt so completely obligated to be on top of everything and now I make the rules, call the shots. I'm really not that much of a mess but I really need to turn a few things around and start sticking to my afternoon plans..
On another note, I have a 10 page paper due Saturday for this leadership class I'm in. I have known about it for the past 6+ weeks. I took the final for the class last night (thank God) to get it out of the way but you would think I would have at least half of this bad boy done. Nope, just about 3-4 pages of scattered notes that I'll be including. So I technically have 3-4 pages done so I'm doing pretty good.. right? I can put money on it that I will be up forever on Wednesday and even on Friday trying to finish this thing by Saturday. Hell, I may even be working on it Saturday morning (can't Saturday night.. friend of mine is getting MARRIED :))
I just feel like I'm going to be a forever-student and never get my bachelor's degree. It is going to be a long two years. I can't wait to have that complete feeling of accomplishment though. At this point, I wish I hadn't taken off two semesters. Well, at least the first one I took off. I could have at least taken 2 classes but my brain was so fried from taking 5 classes to finish my AA (to not have to take an extra semester for 1 or 2 classes.) Had I done that I would be a whole semester closer to graduating .. BUT, what's another few months though at this point?

Bottom line - I need to get motivated. I just need someone to kick me in the ass every now and then though..