I can't believe it has been a whole year since I came home from the hospital with my little man. I vividly remember sleeping with one eye open the whole night. I was so paranoid something would happen now that he was completely in my care; I didn't have any nurses around to aid his every need. I'm definitely thankful I'm not in all of the pain I was experiencing a year ago. Although, I would go through that over and over again to get the result I came home with.
The past year flew right before my eyes.. I have so many memories with my little guy, but I wish he had been that little blob for just a few months longer. One thing I love about his wild phase right now though is when I hold him, he'll often rest his head on my shoulder.. that's almost better than holding him like a football when he was "tiny" (He was never a small baby). I have definitely slowed down a lot and tried to cherish one day at a time, and I have him to thank for that. My life was always about getting to the next phase and never looking back. Now, I do wish to see what new things will happen tomorrow.. but I'm always looking back on the days I've had with my handsome blue eyes.
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